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“It never stops hurting, does it?”
“What?”
“Giving someone the best of you and watching them choose someone else.”
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" She is half human and half hurricane, a half that’s living to destroy and a half that’s trying to survive. "
" I remember meeting you, on that cloudy day of August, knowing you were gonna be the one. you eventually let me go. I remember a year later, seeing you on that foggy September day, seeing you with her. Every bone in my body ached. You teared me apart. Seeing how happy you are with her, how much you love her. Then I remember how you don’t care about me anymore, and I never will matter to you. "
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“You’ve been avoiding me,” he says softly.
It’s not a question, it’s a statement.
“I know.”
Her eyes are on the tarmac and then on the constellations, but never on his face.
“Why?”
That makes her stop. She inhales a deep breath but regrets it a second later because now she can only smell him. Him, him, him.
“Because it hurts to be around you and not have you.”
Now it’s his turn to stop because the words are there now, separating him even further from her.
“I’m sorry.”
He can tell it’s not enough. Sorry is never enough.
“It’s fine, I’m sure it’ll get easier.”
She’s lying. He knows it and so does she. But neither of them say anything because it could never make a difference. Words will never be enough.
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I find it very depressing that the last time you go out to play with your friends as a child, you dont relaise it is indeed the last time.